Its True

So I was chillin the living room with Adrian (some of you may know him as Krownz) and he mentioned to me that Kayde (some of you might know her as the girl you thought I dated or as my ex-bestfriend) posted a bulltetin. He read it to me and we looked at her pictures, then he started teasing me about missing her. I played it off and just said no, but I don't think I fooled Adrian. While I was playing CSI I started to look back on my friendship with Kayde. I really miss it. Yeah we had sweet feelings for each other, but honest to god I didn't mind just being friends. She was the only girl that I could truely call a friend (outside of Pauline and Gen) I would talk to girls, but they always had alterior motives. We were so close, we knew everything about each other. We knew each others house, work, and mobile numbers. We knew each others myspace login info. She is on my emergency contact list @ work. My favorite memory of Kayde is the day she failed her driving test. I remember I was getting ready for work and we were talking on the phone and I was trying to cheer her up, but nothing was I was saying was working. So I asked her what would make her feel better. She told me the only thing that would make her feel better is if she saw me. I told her I would call her back, right after we hung up I called in sick to work. A few moments later I called her back and told her I was going to see her soon. She couldn't believe that I called in sick just to make her feel better. It was such an awesome day. I just drove out there and we hung out and I completely made her feel better. It just sucks losing someone like that. I wished at the time I would have talked to Ronnie or Adrian and got some words of wisdom about it before I went into extremist mode. Oh well.... maybe she'll stumble upon me again or maybe she will just forget about me like I asked.